Still no word from the doc and nothing in the mailbox either..thanks Erica for suggesting that idea...thought it might come through the mail but it didn't. I am just going to assume everything is ok unless I hear otherwise since I'll be in contact with him anyways once my period starts again or I get a postive pregnancy test.

Feeling frustrated today...some days it is better than others but today I just don't understand why it can't be us right now that is pregnant! Andy is taking this quite a bit better than me. He just keeps saying that it'll happen when God wants it to happen. He is certainly much more patient than me...which is a good thing. Guess I just need to sit back and enjoy my life as it is right now.

Hope for the best, prepare for the worst!

Still very indecisive about continuing school....really wish there was a clear cut answer. The program has been cut by IUPUI due to budgeting reasons so everyone that is in the NNP program has to be graduated by May 2012 so I do have a little bit of time to play with if I do take a leave of absence. Just not sure what I want to do.

Makes me want to cry and scream at the same time!